boredom.

HOLAAAAAA :]  hey so, is shouldnt be on the laptop because my mu and dad say i'm obbsessed and that they want to see me on less, but i am addicted so SCREW 'UM. i seriously cant type properly so there may be a few mistypes (: 
so again not much has been going on, just the usual. school and friends and what not. it was my friend lauren sweeneys birthday yesterday, so on saturday me and my other friend holly are going over for a pizza and a scary movie ;] i had no clue what to get her, i was going to give her money but i think money sounds as if you havent put any effort in. and i had another plan but i dont think thats gunna work out :(  so i have noooooo idea ;\  this sucks.  anyway, i'm off... BYEEEEE

HOLA, BONJOUR, MOSHIMOSHI etc.

hey HEY kids *krusty clown laughs*
omg, the other day i found my diary from summer :P  it was amusing, i forgot half the things that happened. the next blog i write i'll get you some quotes. Man i miss summer soooooooo much (: i loved it i had such great times but its nearly easter soon so i'll have two weeks off and easter last year was so LEGENDARY i met loads of people that are now my best friends and such :)
well its officially one month and 16 dys till my birthday :D excitment ... i dont know what to like, ask for? i was thinking maybe just some clothes :) yea. soooooo, nice weather 8-|
omg why can i never find things to write about? i kind of hold back when i'm writing a blog because i'm scared someone will read it and it will get spread about or something. so my blogs are mainly boring because of my paranoia..
my brother got the news if he WERE to get sent to afghanistan it wouldn't be for another two years so that goooood :D
oh. i am raging. one of my really close friends michael murney was attacked yesterday. just casually walking home with his frined james and 6 boys chased him and beat him up. he got taken away in an ambulance with head injuries, i swear to god those stupid boys who did it should go die. what good are they going to bring to this world, they knocked my friend unconcious, but the police were called so hopefully they will all rot in jail like they deserve. not like they're gunna get a life sentence or anything here anyway because the sentences here i feel are not very justified? my friend who goes to they're school said they got pure abuse all day so they deserve evrything theyre gunna get. if i ever see any of them i swear to god.
xxx

cheesefest.

*SIGHHHHHHHHHHH*
its friday night, i'm nearly fifteen years old and what am i doing? sitting with my mother watching her, wathing some victorian bloody programme. On the way home i passed like all my friends in the main street but i had to go VISIT MY GRAN and it just made me feel like shit. Dont get me wrong i love my gran more than anything, but i'm young, i wanna be out with my friends.

I've been blogsurfing alot recently, just going on some randomers blogs and i realised. Everyone, everywhere is obsessed with love? Why one asks? Again, dont get me wrong i cannot lie, i am too. I love the thought of someone being there for you, holding your hand and people looking at you maybe even being jelous. I see it in school alot and i'm so envious. Why can't i have it? I cannot even discuss my previous reationships, especially my last one. It actually put me off boys for atleast a year and i felt i could never trust any of them ever again after what happened? Its disgusting, and i feel quite stupid looking back at it now. But luckily i have the best friends and it was my boy-friends that got me to trust them again. I love them lots and i dont think they know it (:  but i really do.

xx

bored as hell.

morning sunshine (:  well its twenty past one so its not really morning...
its wednesday and i'm off school because
1. i'm not feeling well.
2. I GOT MY BRACES TAKEN OUT.
woohoo, its such a relief and it feels weird not having them there.
yeah, so nothing apart from that has really happened (:  my brother was home for the weekend but i hardly seen him because he was out with his friends and visiting family and stuff ;) 
i am unamused with a guy atm, he's a right douche bag .. and its not cool what he did (: but i'm not one to announce secrets on the internet because we all know that could lead to bad things -_-.
I have maths tests for the next like week, and i KNOW for a fact that i am going to fail them. Its ridiculous how bad i am at maths :P  but my mums all
'aw dont worry, its not the end of the world. your good at other things :)'
'like what ? '
' emmm ... you have .. hmmm ... good .. SOCIAL SKILLS.'
social skills? SOCIAL SKILLS. So i'm good at talking to people. >.<
thats gonna get me freakin far in life innit? naw.
so when me and my 'good social skills' are hobos on the street she'd better bail me out >.< 

god, i'd better stop sneezing ><  i hate having the cold, not that anyone likes it. I should be revising right now :\  oh lord, i am failing this test :|

I'm going to go revise. WISH ME LUCK BLOG.
xxxxxxxxxxo
                                           

urghh, life gets better.

*sigh* omg, i need something to look forward to. These teenage 'best years of your life' years are getting on my goddam nerves. I mean, if THESE are the best days of your life quite frankly i dont think i want to grow up. I wish i could fast forward the next couple of years. Fast forward friends, boys, exams, tests, arguments everything. I'm just waiting on things to get a lot easier. But to be honest, things aren't difficult just now, just bloody well confusing, i'm doubting my own judgment of whether i even like people i'm supposed to. That makes no sense but it makes sense to me. I'm glad not many people i know use blogger, cause it would be so humiliating if they did.
I'm leaving you's with that very 'positive' blog as always xxxxx

what a terrible day xo

hola (: 
had an awful day today, argued with my mum for hours because she wouldn't let me go to the cathouse even though half my schools going and she dragged me out shopping with her and i was like, i hate you so much right now >.<  then she took me to my grans.. PARTY. its so annoying.
I'm not really in the mood for blogging tonight :/  i'll write soon  xxx

This is a terrible blog :L

well, its my dads birthday today (:  my gran and auntie came round for dinner <3   it was actually quite a good wee night, eating dinner listening to my gran sing 'two little boys'. 
I'm sorry for writing such a lame blog tonight :/  i'm not really in the writing mood, i dont know why i'm apologizing tbh. Its not like anyone reads these <3 but for any random person who does decide they want to know more about my life, my bad (:
the shower awaits me, goodbye

xxo

a waste of a weekend xo

well, its the last day of the 'long weekend'. tbh i just did what i do every weekend stay with sweeney and holly, stay up till four o'clock wake up at one o'clock and lounge about doing nothing all day. I as quite looking forward to everyone coming out as well, for it to be just like summer again <3 i loved those times. I knew who my friends were and i could just hang about with them everyday. I guess the weather didnt help also but whatevs.
And my dad just entered the room with the news that a boy who was in my brothers barracks like 4 weeks ago got killed in afgahnistan today and he was 19. I was like .. thanks dad.
Anyway, my mums moaning at me to get off the laptop 'ITS TOO LATE' she says. Its ten past ten mother, how old do you think i am? grrrr ....
xoxo

laurens back, tell a friend :)

so um, not much has been going on recently. Lordi, how boring are these blogs? Um .. Well my brothers just off the phone and he's signed up for some field in the army which is like frontline in afghanistan. And we're like 'why the hell did you do that!?' and he's like 'its a great opportunity to be part of it and an honour to be accepted' and we're like jesus man your 18 why do this. I dont get what goes on in that boys head sometimes. And it doesn't bloody help when all the teachers in school talk constanly about how horrific the conditions are and how everyone bloody dies there. Your like 'keep your comments to yourself thanks.'
On a lighter note :) its the holiday weekend. Thank bejebus. Easter cant come quick enough, it probs wont compare to last years though that was the best :D
Hmmm ... so something i havent mentioned yet, luuuurve. Well it is valentines day today :) the worst day in the world for single people :L and my love life is non existent anyway so who cares, every guy just takes me for a fellow guy anyway so, that causes problems :L i dont like anyone at the moment anyway (no matter what lauren doc says) so its all good :) HE'S OUT THERE SOMEWHERE. not, i dont believe in all that love at first sight and theres someone out there for everyone shit anyway so...
Well i'm gonna leave it at that for now so i'll catch up with ya later xxxox

no shxt shuuuurlock

i know what you did last weekend.

yes me and my fellow detective chums aren't THICK. just bloody own up, we know you did it, doccy knows you did it. Who have you got to kid?
k?

Hello Blogger :)

well hey i guess :) i've never fully written in a blog before, saves me bottling up my feelings until i'm 50 and living alone with 8 cats. Sorry if i mistype to anyone who reads this, not that i think people will because i dont always have particuarly interesting things to say if i'm being honest.

Well, i'm lauren :) i have a pretty ordinary life. but little things make it special. Such as my family & friends etc etc. Schools not that exciting .. just the same old same old.

Urm .. once i've browsed this website i'll go into more detail about my OH SO EXCITING life :P ..
BYE xxx