urghh, life gets better.

*sigh* omg, i need something to look forward to. These teenage 'best years of your life' years are getting on my goddam nerves. I mean, if THESE are the best days of your life quite frankly i dont think i want to grow up. I wish i could fast forward the next couple of years. Fast forward friends, boys, exams, tests, arguments everything. I'm just waiting on things to get a lot easier. But to be honest, things aren't difficult just now, just bloody well confusing, i'm doubting my own judgment of whether i even like people i'm supposed to. That makes no sense but it makes sense to me. I'm glad not many people i know use blogger, cause it would be so humiliating if they did.
I'm leaving you's with that very 'positive' blog as always xxxxx

what a terrible day xo

hola (: 
had an awful day today, argued with my mum for hours because she wouldn't let me go to the cathouse even though half my schools going and she dragged me out shopping with her and i was like, i hate you so much right now >.<  then she took me to my grans.. PARTY. its so annoying.
I'm not really in the mood for blogging tonight :/  i'll write soon  xxx

This is a terrible blog :L

well, its my dads birthday today (:  my gran and auntie came round for dinner <3   it was actually quite a good wee night, eating dinner listening to my gran sing 'two little boys'. 
I'm sorry for writing such a lame blog tonight :/  i'm not really in the writing mood, i dont know why i'm apologizing tbh. Its not like anyone reads these <3 but for any random person who does decide they want to know more about my life, my bad (:
the shower awaits me, goodbye

xxo

a waste of a weekend xo

well, its the last day of the 'long weekend'. tbh i just did what i do every weekend stay with sweeney and holly, stay up till four o'clock wake up at one o'clock and lounge about doing nothing all day. I as quite looking forward to everyone coming out as well, for it to be just like summer again <3 i loved those times. I knew who my friends were and i could just hang about with them everyday. I guess the weather didnt help also but whatevs.
And my dad just entered the room with the news that a boy who was in my brothers barracks like 4 weeks ago got killed in afgahnistan today and he was 19. I was like .. thanks dad.
Anyway, my mums moaning at me to get off the laptop 'ITS TOO LATE' she says. Its ten past ten mother, how old do you think i am? grrrr ....
xoxo

laurens back, tell a friend :)

so um, not much has been going on recently. Lordi, how boring are these blogs? Um .. Well my brothers just off the phone and he's signed up for some field in the army which is like frontline in afghanistan. And we're like 'why the hell did you do that!?' and he's like 'its a great opportunity to be part of it and an honour to be accepted' and we're like jesus man your 18 why do this. I dont get what goes on in that boys head sometimes. And it doesn't bloody help when all the teachers in school talk constanly about how horrific the conditions are and how everyone bloody dies there. Your like 'keep your comments to yourself thanks.'
On a lighter note :) its the holiday weekend. Thank bejebus. Easter cant come quick enough, it probs wont compare to last years though that was the best :D
Hmmm ... so something i havent mentioned yet, luuuurve. Well it is valentines day today :) the worst day in the world for single people :L and my love life is non existent anyway so who cares, every guy just takes me for a fellow guy anyway so, that causes problems :L i dont like anyone at the moment anyway (no matter what lauren doc says) so its all good :) HE'S OUT THERE SOMEWHERE. not, i dont believe in all that love at first sight and theres someone out there for everyone shit anyway so...
Well i'm gonna leave it at that for now so i'll catch up with ya later xxxox

no shxt shuuuurlock

i know what you did last weekend.

yes me and my fellow detective chums aren't THICK. just bloody own up, we know you did it, doccy knows you did it. Who have you got to kid?
k?

Hello Blogger :)

well hey i guess :) i've never fully written in a blog before, saves me bottling up my feelings until i'm 50 and living alone with 8 cats. Sorry if i mistype to anyone who reads this, not that i think people will because i dont always have particuarly interesting things to say if i'm being honest.

Well, i'm lauren :) i have a pretty ordinary life. but little things make it special. Such as my family & friends etc etc. Schools not that exciting .. just the same old same old.

Urm .. once i've browsed this website i'll go into more detail about my OH SO EXCITING life :P ..
BYE xxx